From Still Here
Noisy Minds
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Too loud now
No silence
Mmm
Mmm
There's a room inside my head with the lights left on
Same old song but the words gone wrong
I breathe in slow, then the thought moves on
Another little storm dressed up as calm
No sleep, no peace, no clean white wall
Just shadows making noise in the hall
I stand up straight, then I nearly fall
Mind says nothing and it says it all
I go low
Then I lift
Pause
I feel gone
Then I switch
Pause
I don't know which one is mine
That's all
There's noise in me
There's noise in me
There's noise in me
But I keep it underneath
There's light in me
There's night in me
They fight in me
And I still find the beat
And I still find the beat
Head full of static, chest full of bass
I smile too hard, then I lose my face
One minute I'm floating above the place
Next I'm just counting the cracks in space
I don't need saving, I need the sound
Kick drum heavy when my thoughts get loud
Choir in the back like a ghostly crowd
I rise, I drop, I come back round
I don't stay high
I don't stay low
I don't move straight
I overflow
There's noise in me
There's noise in me
There's noise in me
But I keep it underneath
There's light in me
There's night in me
They fight in me
And I still find the beat
If I disappear in waves
It's not the ending
It's weather
If I come back too bright
Don't call it healing
It's pressure
Too loud
Too bright
Too low
Too low
Too high
Can't sleep
Can't land
Bass hits
I stand
I got angels in the ceiling and wolves in the wires
Cold little fears and cathedral fires
Some days ash, some days empire
Same old body with a different desire
I don't trust the quiet, I don't trust the roar
Both of them knock at the same damn door
So I move with the rhythm, let the sub restore
What the noise in my mind keeps breaking for
There's noise in me
There's noise in me
There's noise in me
Now it moves with the beat
There's light in me
There's night in me
They fight in me
But they fall into the beat
There's noise in me
There's noise in me
There's noise in me
There's light in me
There's night in me
And I still find the beat
Too loud now
Mmm
Still breathing
Mmm
Still me
Too loud now
Mmm
Still breathing
Still me